Sunday, September 9, 2007

September 5th, 2007

I went to bed and started to drift off to sleep when I felt the distinct presence of a being and in my mind's eye could see him (though I had no sense of gender) in front of me. Mostly it was a voice I heard in my head. I was still awake enough to know that I was lying in my bed and I could hear a rhythmic clicking sounds coming from my ceiling fan. I saw flashes of the dream I'd had 13 years ago. My hands began to ache and feel hot. They felt like there was electricity in them.....and pins and needles sort of.
I began to hear a being have conversation with me, telling me to relax, not to be afraid, not to move too much. I then felt the top of my head open up and felt like something heavy was pouring into my head, filling my spine and moving up and down my spine with the rhythm of my heart beat. I then felt my stomach and chest area open up in the shape of a funnel, spinning in a circle, slowly with the low sound of a hum in my head. I felt an invisible 'light' pour into my open stomach and chest, reach down to my spine and spread up and down. The entire time I was feeling this I was also experiencing an intense pressure in my forehead. My left leg would make small jerking movements on it's own too. It felt really wonderful but it also felt like I was right at the edge of just 'too much'. After a while I asked if I could go to sleep now. The energy pulled back and then I was told that I would do this every night until April 7th. Then I would have a period of rest for 33 days. I was then shown a picture of the Mother Mary and said at that point I would be working on her behalf. All day the next day my hands would have periods off and on where my hands would ache. I could see little red bumps on them just beneath the surface. It would come and go. And every time I would think of what happened the night before my forehead would feel deep pressure. It wasn't a sinus pressure. I can't really explain it. It started from deep within and didn't cause me pain.
I have no idea what the significance of the dates are or why the odd number of days for rest. I wondered if I dreamed it or made it up.

What would the significance of 33 days of rest mean? I've never heard of anything like that.

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