Today my littlest daughter, Cassie, came to me and told me that she had friendly ghosts with her. I asked her where they are and she said they are in her room but they go with her lots of places. She told me they were with here then, right behind her. She said they were the ones that used to make scratching sounds on her ceiling at night (my husband and I spent many nights trying to find the source of the scratching sounds that frightened her) She said that they don't do that anymore because one night she just decided to start talking to them and she asked them to stop so they did. I asked her what they talk about and she said they talk about whatever Cassie feels like talking about. Then she said that one of her ghosts wasn't there right now and that he couldn't come with them but the others were going to send him in a box. I asked her 'you mean mail him in a box, like that?' and she looked puzzled and said "I don't know. They just said they'd send him in a box."
Later on two of my daughers and my son were watching John Edwards, Cross Country (he's a psychic medium that conveys messages from dead relatives) I noticed that they had the image of white feathers swiping from one side of the screen to the other when they would segue to another feature. All of a sudden a white feather came down from the ceiling and floated and swirled around in front of the television set and then disappeared. The girls and I all saw it. Devin did not. We all got up and searched around the television looking for the feather. It was clearly a white feather about 3 inches long. I did not wonder what it was. I SAW that it was a white feather. We couldn't find it anywhere. I questioned each of the kids what they saw and the girls both said they saw a white feather floating and then Cassie described to me how it was floating. What do you make of that?
When I went to bed I only felt a low humming inside my body and a light pulsing sensation. I fell asleep almost right away so I did not have the sensation of any beings there and no conversaton. I had a lot of dreams and wasn't ready to get out of bed until 9:30 this morning.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
September 7th, 2007
I went to Starbucks for a Venti Pumpkin Spice Latte and clearly in my ear, right after ordering, I heard 'It would do you better to have your coffee without milk.' I then saw an image of the lower intestines and how coffee, plain, is beneficial.
Later in the day when I got a diet coke I heard 'Leave that from your diet. Drink tea instead. Drinking it with lemon is good for your body.' I then was given an impression of acid and alkeline balance. I do not understant this though. Not one bit. So don't ask me. = ) If anyone else has a clue though I'd like to hear it.
On this night at bed time I was extremely tired and felt a little weary that I would have to participate in energy work. It began nearly the second I closed my eyes. I felt my stomache open up and could see yellow light. I could feel the pulsing of it in my body. I fell asleep very quickly and then all of a sudden I awoke to my body 'jittering'. My entire body was twitching and I KNEW that the energy work had continued while I slept. I very happy to know that my participation wasn't required!
When I use the word KNEW in all capitals it is to convey that it is knowledge that cannot be challenged in my mind. It is knowledge that comes to me with absolute truth and that it is impossible to receive information in that way and not know that it is perfect truth. My mind cannot even conceive of questioning the validity of that truth.
Later in the day when I got a diet coke I heard 'Leave that from your diet. Drink tea instead. Drinking it with lemon is good for your body.' I then was given an impression of acid and alkeline balance. I do not understant this though. Not one bit. So don't ask me. = ) If anyone else has a clue though I'd like to hear it.
On this night at bed time I was extremely tired and felt a little weary that I would have to participate in energy work. It began nearly the second I closed my eyes. I felt my stomache open up and could see yellow light. I could feel the pulsing of it in my body. I fell asleep very quickly and then all of a sudden I awoke to my body 'jittering'. My entire body was twitching and I KNEW that the energy work had continued while I slept. I very happy to know that my participation wasn't required!
When I use the word KNEW in all capitals it is to convey that it is knowledge that cannot be challenged in my mind. It is knowledge that comes to me with absolute truth and that it is impossible to receive information in that way and not know that it is perfect truth. My mind cannot even conceive of questioning the validity of that truth.
September 6th, 2007
If I thought I had dreamed everything the night before I don't think it now. The entire day of burning hands on fire and the experiences at bed time convinced me otherwise. I went to bed and as soon as I closed my eyes I saw three beings in front of me. I heard 'Now we begin'. I took a deep breath and slowly let it out and then I saw the beings sending me light that went into my forehead. I had a feeling of fullness and pressure and felt the top of my head open again and could feel energy pouring through. They then moved the light to my throat area and then to my chest. This lasted approximately 10 minutes. I asked them what the significance of 7 months of energy work was for and I heard 'We are raising your vibrational frequency. It must be done in small adjustments. Physically, you could not survive it being done at once.' I think I asked 'what for' or something like that because just as I was thinking of formulating a question, the answer came to me before I even asked it. I heard 'In order for you to be a conduit of the healing energy, you must raise your vibrational frequency. To give the energy you must first be able to receive it and you may not receive it in it's completeness if you vibrate at a lower frequency.' I was then told to do things on a personal level to assist them. I was told to let go of anger feelings as much as possible when they arise and try to practice love more often. I was also told to eat more fruit.
September 5th, 2007
I went to bed and started to drift off to sleep when I felt the distinct presence of a being and in my mind's eye could see him (though I had no sense of gender) in front of me. Mostly it was a voice I heard in my head. I was still awake enough to know that I was lying in my bed and I could hear a rhythmic clicking sounds coming from my ceiling fan. I saw flashes of the dream I'd had 13 years ago. My hands began to ache and feel hot. They felt like there was electricity in them.....and pins and needles sort of.
I began to hear a being have conversation with me, telling me to relax, not to be afraid, not to move too much. I then felt the top of my head open up and felt like something heavy was pouring into my head, filling my spine and moving up and down my spine with the rhythm of my heart beat. I then felt my stomach and chest area open up in the shape of a funnel, spinning in a circle, slowly with the low sound of a hum in my head. I felt an invisible 'light' pour into my open stomach and chest, reach down to my spine and spread up and down. The entire time I was feeling this I was also experiencing an intense pressure in my forehead. My left leg would make small jerking movements on it's own too. It felt really wonderful but it also felt like I was right at the edge of just 'too much'. After a while I asked if I could go to sleep now. The energy pulled back and then I was told that I would do this every night until April 7th. Then I would have a period of rest for 33 days. I was then shown a picture of the Mother Mary and said at that point I would be working on her behalf. All day the next day my hands would have periods off and on where my hands would ache. I could see little red bumps on them just beneath the surface. It would come and go. And every time I would think of what happened the night before my forehead would feel deep pressure. It wasn't a sinus pressure. I can't really explain it. It started from deep within and didn't cause me pain.
I have no idea what the significance of the dates are or why the odd number of days for rest. I wondered if I dreamed it or made it up.
What would the significance of 33 days of rest mean? I've never heard of anything like that.
I began to hear a being have conversation with me, telling me to relax, not to be afraid, not to move too much. I then felt the top of my head open up and felt like something heavy was pouring into my head, filling my spine and moving up and down my spine with the rhythm of my heart beat. I then felt my stomach and chest area open up in the shape of a funnel, spinning in a circle, slowly with the low sound of a hum in my head. I felt an invisible 'light' pour into my open stomach and chest, reach down to my spine and spread up and down. The entire time I was feeling this I was also experiencing an intense pressure in my forehead. My left leg would make small jerking movements on it's own too. It felt really wonderful but it also felt like I was right at the edge of just 'too much'. After a while I asked if I could go to sleep now. The energy pulled back and then I was told that I would do this every night until April 7th. Then I would have a period of rest for 33 days. I was then shown a picture of the Mother Mary and said at that point I would be working on her behalf. All day the next day my hands would have periods off and on where my hands would ache. I could see little red bumps on them just beneath the surface. It would come and go. And every time I would think of what happened the night before my forehead would feel deep pressure. It wasn't a sinus pressure. I can't really explain it. It started from deep within and didn't cause me pain.
I have no idea what the significance of the dates are or why the odd number of days for rest. I wondered if I dreamed it or made it up.
What would the significance of 33 days of rest mean? I've never heard of anything like that.
The dream revisted, again and again
13 years ago, three years after the psychic reading, I had a very interesting, very powerful dream. I dreamed that I was in a warehouse that was all white. Before me was a maze that looked sort of like office cubicles but set up to create a maze, not office cubicles. To my upper right there was a control tower. There were two men in the control tower looking down over the maze. They told me to take my time and not to worry if I couldn't complete the maze because they didn't really expect me to. It would be wonderful if I could but they thought it might be too difficult. They spoke to me through a microphone and I could see them in the tower, behind the glass, talking to each other. I felt like I didn't understand any of this but was very trusting and willing to do whatever they asked of me. I began to make my way through the maze. I took long trails off to one side, seeming to get off track, and then came back to the main part of the maze. It seemed to take forever to get through it. When I came to the end there was a small room and in the center of this room was a pedestal. I approached the pedestal and on it was an 18 inch statue of the Virgin Mary. When I got close to the statue it burst with a brilliant electric blue light that flooded me. I looked up at the control tower and saw the two men in white jumping up and down, hollering and ecstatic. They seemed overwhelmed with joy that I could complete the task, though disbelieving because they thought it impossible.
The blue light poured over me and penetrated me and I was somehow made to KNOW that I had been given the gift to heal others.
After waking I was taken aback by the memory of the dream. I didn't know who the Virgin Mary was, other then that she was the mother of Jesus. I began to research her and her importance to some people of faith. I learned that she was a very important figure to the Catholic church. What shook me to my core was learning that there were millions of people out in the world that believe that she bestows healing powers on some individuals and that she appears to the people of world herself, to heal them. I cried when I read that because I had never heard of that but had dreamed it the night before.
For many years this dream lay dormant in my mind. Beginning in August it seemed that parts of it would flash before my eyes. It nagged me.
On the night of September 5th, 2007 it was explained.
The blue light poured over me and penetrated me and I was somehow made to KNOW that I had been given the gift to heal others.
After waking I was taken aback by the memory of the dream. I didn't know who the Virgin Mary was, other then that she was the mother of Jesus. I began to research her and her importance to some people of faith. I learned that she was a very important figure to the Catholic church. What shook me to my core was learning that there were millions of people out in the world that believe that she bestows healing powers on some individuals and that she appears to the people of world herself, to heal them. I cried when I read that because I had never heard of that but had dreamed it the night before.
For many years this dream lay dormant in my mind. Beginning in August it seemed that parts of it would flash before my eyes. It nagged me.
On the night of September 5th, 2007 it was explained.
The psychic who said so
16 years ago I met a psychic who was of Indonesian descent, married to an American Air Force service member and living in Great Falls Montana. She told me a great deal of things and many of those things have since come true. She told me that I would become a great healer some day. She said that I would feel a powerful energy in my hands and that energy would heal people. She told me that at times it would become so intense that I would be aching to touch people to release the bound up energy. I would be able to hold photographs and heal people from continents away. I was just beginning work in massage therapy and thought this all sounded wonderful. She cautioned me that this would be more of a burden at times as it would take on a life of it's own and I would be sought after by so many to the point of unrest. I would struggle with wanting to help and having to turn people away so that I may rest and replenish.
Over the years I noticed that when I worked on my clients I would be able to intuit their health problems and other things in their lives. I even began to see loved ones that passed on to the other side who had come back to communicate.
I quit my practice when I remarried. I stayed home and raised my kids and developed phenomenal domestic skills. This life became a former life and I had completely forgotten about the psychic's words until this August.
Over the years I noticed that when I worked on my clients I would be able to intuit their health problems and other things in their lives. I even began to see loved ones that passed on to the other side who had come back to communicate.
I quit my practice when I remarried. I stayed home and raised my kids and developed phenomenal domestic skills. This life became a former life and I had completely forgotten about the psychic's words until this August.
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